| Date: 2005-05-16 6:24 p.m. Sorry I was in Austin all weekend visiting my brother at his new house, which is really strange for me; my brother owning a nice house. He's getting married in June and I'm a groomsman in his wedding. I'm not used to such a grown up brother. He's always been profoundly more mature than me, but this weekend he just seemed dry, almost non-existent. I don't know if it's work that's making him like this, but I don't like it. I'm used to more provocative conversation with friends, roommates, etc. I’m used to laughing and people laughing at me. I’m used to him being livelier I guess. I miss the same brother that would punch me for embarrassing him in front of his friends when we were little. Either way I'm going to make it a point to not let myself get a job that stresses me out whenever I graduate from college. There’s no amount of money you could pay me to be at a job that overworks me. Now, if say, in 3 or 4 years when I have a job, if you ever see an entry that says something like,Sorry I haven’t been updating. I’ve been so stressed out from work.then here’s what I want you to do:Come to where I live, and punch me in the face. The punch in the face will probably help in balancing out the unbalanced chemicals in my brain causing me to work there. |
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