| Date: 2005-05-25 8:24 p.m. Last night I had a dream that I was in high school and about to play a tennis match, but was very drunk by the time the match came around so I could not do much on the court. It made me remember that in my senior year in high school I used to regret not practicing or not caring as much about getting better. This regret came to me always right before, during, and right after matches, whether I'd win or lose.I'll take it as a sign that I am not trying hard enough in my life now to fulfill myself or get where I want to be. |
